what FRIEND actually is??

yup..what friend actually is? is it someone that we spend most of our time with? or someone that we usually hang out together?
seriously,if this what a FRIEND is,then i'll say i have tons of friend.
but,i dont really get it how people call THIS is FRIEND..i mean,4 example we go to school,meet them,chatting with them and eat together..even share our problem with them.i know this make them qualified enough to be called as FRIEND but in the end,they'll still talk back about us..pretend to liking us,agree with what we say about something but when they with the other guy,they'll talk bad about us.how silly our thought is,how funny our
dress is and stupid we are is..life is full of lies for those who live holding it.
sometime,im not sure if i really have any friend..i know some of them jz pretending to be nice to me.
and some even had confessed how suck i am.(she whom i stupidly thought my best friend was).


for 5 years we've been close to each other..u had already know most of my feeling..and u're always be by my side whenever im down.we're even work together,enjoy laughing at the rooftop after work.spending most of our time singing those shitty 'best friend' song..not to say the pairs thing we've bought..well maybe im too blind to notice ur fakeness or maybe i am stupid..
and thanks to u babe,i am now no longer a person who believe in those 'best friend' thing..a lot of thanks!


im juz hoping that ur new  'true friend ever' will do exactly as the same juz the way u did to me.